Tuesday, December 14, 2010
i know it will going to be a fun day on 18 dec.
celebrating xmas with my poly friends that i had spent together with 3 years.
we planned everything.
from where to play first, to where to have our dinner at night.
we even planned to get polariod pictures on somewhere nice.
we just know that we have to spend time on one another for the whole day.
i even marked that as a special day on my planner.
decorated with nice coloured pens around the little square of that day.
but everything almost went down to drain.
and i dont mind at all that our efforts going to be waste just like this.
because i already see no point in celebrating xmas anymore.
it was a day meant for us. all 6 of us.
even if only 1 didnt turn up, i would just feel empty.
i treasure my friends like my family.
because i believe friends are family that we chose.
friends are given by god to accompany us throughout our life.
regardless how bitter or sweet it was.
i really look forward to that day.
but now, it become a disappointment.
i begin to suspect..
are you really my true friends?
are you really ready to be my friends?
BEEP-BOOPED@
5:36 pm
welcome! (: