Friday, October 29, 2010
work-
wow.
one month had passed like a breeze!
super well spent my everyday at work.
learning the process non-stop!
it was so interesting that i'm always hungry for more.
next week shall start my level 3 training.
i'm so excited over it!
:D
is so happy knowing that you got paid for studying.
got to reach there early to book a good seat.
wushu-
nothing much actually.
picked up my cudgel routine last weekends to prepare for grading.
surprisingly coach didnt scold much which i thought he would.
he only guided and taught me how to self practice the routine myself.
i think i wouldnt meet its standard this weekend.
how to improve drastically when i only practice twice a week?
i guess i'll have to try my best then.
i'm prepared to get scoldings, always.
it's ivp 2010 tomorrow.
as usual, nyp did sent some pros over there.
lol.
dont need to say, i'm sure you guys know who you are ar.
is a pity that i cant support the competitors there.
i can only pray and hope that they could achieve what they want.
and i'm sure some will succeed!
so..
all the best to ivp competitors!
remember, the biggest enemy is not your opponent but yourself.
defeat your old self and be a better one!
chiong ar~ (:
others-
it wasnt a great day that day.
i feel lousy. very bad.
i feel that i'm really transparent.
as if i ate glass for my whole of 20 years of life that make myself so transparent that no one can see my existence.
while others seem to eat gold for their whole life.
they are well-treasured.
a scratch on the gold, to you, is like a disasters.
a crack on the glass, to you, is like a wind blow.
as a glass can always be replaced when it was broken.
a glass is no value.
a gold is high value.
that's why you behave so differently.
but..
i'm not a glass.
neither they are gold.
we are equal. human.
but in your eyes, i'm still a glass.
they are your precious gold.
you rather smash the glass into pieces than having a scratch in your gold.
that's why you behave that way.
but, dont you know that..
glass is vulnerable, even though it may look tough on the outside.
in other words, do you ever concern about me?
i can tell you frankly.
the answer is 'no'.
you never, and you will never.
because i'm just nothing.
对你来说, 我只不过是个陌生人...
BEEP-BOOPED@
10:45 pm
welcome! (: